Sta entered her insane world on
::: Monday, February 23, 2004 :::

Song...Mona Lisas and Mad hatters-Mandy moore

okkaaay...i know I haven't wrote, but I've been having this ups and downs in my life right now...well it's mostly downs. I mean I doubt anyone notices anything because I'm still my happy-go-lucky---hyper me most of the time, but hey, guess what...that ain't me. The real me is yeah, makulit, and all those crazy stuff. but lately, instead of crying, i do the exact opposite...i laugh and do stuff that will help me forget the shitty ass life I've been cursed with...I just write songs...and leave them hanging because I don't know how they should end....and I guess I'm really confused at the moment.
It's not that I'm confused and voila...the responsible---i do all the fucking work in grade still does her requirements, but she gets pissed easily...why? First, I really really hate bossiness...because it's fucking pressure. Second, I'm really sick...but hell, I'm trying not to mind it. Third, I don't like my school...I miss ace and my old kada, people who make the best me! and the thing is...i don't function well with a group...example, we study calculus...i don't listen because well...i don't get it that way...I have my way...and i do study it at home. Maybe I do care about what people say (I used to think I don't or I try not to)
About the school, I don't care about UP...that's more of my mom liking the school so bloody much that she ragged me day and night that it's the dream school...yeah, whatever. I like La Salle...really! :D And I found out that ACe is going there:D That'll be so much fun.:D At least I can be myself.
I really don't care if people don't like some of my friends...because I look past the shit...I mean, if I looked at that...only 5 people would be my close friends (Che, Aps, Ac, and Abs, and ix) i mean everyone has flaws...and yeah, I talk about those people and how i hate their flaws...underline flaws, not people. get it?
I went to my sister's blog and I read...I don't really care if she thinks I'm irresponsible...maybe I don't measure up to HER standards or maybe I'm not the resurrection of her character...but I don't think she sees me 24/7. that I practically worship the net and comp because I sit here making the magazine...not complaining or stuff. maybe she doesn't know that the only time I've been to a mall was last saturday because I was only at home and my mom thinks I'm kawawa. Maybe she doesn't know that I really try to study calculus, and I sorta get it...but I still get confused because nangangapa pa ako. I mean, sorry dude, but I'm flawed as any ordinary human being can be...and despite the fact that we have our similarities...we still have our differences, because we're not EQUAL. You like studying every damn minute...I study at night, because I function. You're the "born" leader of the group....i do whatever job needs to filled. You like pointing out people's flaws and getting upset...I don't, I just sit there listening and sometimes putting my 2 cents in...but mostly, I just listen. AS you can see, we're not alike and we'll never be...because You're you....and I'm KRISTA...and I maybe all those bad things, but it's not in your position to change me...Look at yourself and if you've found no flaw, that's when you have the right to tell others to change. That's all for now...my eyes hurt kasi nakafocus me sa comp all day :D

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Thursday, February 12, 2004 :::

Song...Stay - Lisa Loeb

Something bad happened at school today. Some psycho mom decided that to charge into school and “avenge” what happened to her daughter which was an accident. We have another issue at school. The lady started getting violent, cursing plus kicking and threatening us. She told us…”Assumptionista pa naman kayo.” Uhmm, your kid studies here ya know. I mean, what’s wrong about protecting a classmate from the wrath of, in my opinion, a crazed mom. What does she want? ‘Oh, you want a piece of her. Beat her up.’ Huh…bad trip!

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Monday, January 19, 2004 :::

Song...Shut up -B.E.Peas

Finally, I have a little free time to blog. haha. Yesterday was my sweet sixteenth birthday, nothing too special, just friends and family. It was the most sabog (disorganized) party, but it was fun co'z I got to talk to people i don't see every day.
Yikes! People are growing so fast. I saw some of my classmates from elem and some of them look different, really, I had to rack my brain trying to identify who was who.
Although, I feel sorta guilty because 3 peeps from my kada showed up, and I was making rounds, you know, playing hostess and I was not able to spend as much time with them. Anyway.
card day today. Grades went up except for English which was a non mover. Aww shucks...haha. I expected it, but I'll improve it... hey! It's my last year!!!:D

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Friday, January 9, 2004 :::

Song...Wazup wasup wasup wazup wasup...:D

Okay, I'm getting really freaked out. First I have a bee sting in my leg. Second, it doubled in size and i'm freaking out because it's really itchy and mahapdi.
Sick day off. haay naku.hehe
i'm really lazy today...co'z my head hurts...must be a hangover...j/k

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Wednesday, December 31, 2003 :::

Song...Do I have to cry 4 you

Happy New year everyone!!! Make your new year's resolutions...haha :D I'll make mine and list them down so I won't forget :D
1. Study really hard because once it's past...it's over (You're only a high school senior onc )
2. Keep your close friends closer and make new ones. (Anyone want to volunteer?)
3. Learn fast typing because some of my 'story journals' which are filled with stories are dusty...haha..proves how lazy I am...
4. Find a host for our K.R.A.C.I site because brinkster has been putting a lot of ads.
5. Try to stay alive at home (You never know when a stray bomd will hit you...)
6. Meet up with old friends...
7. Be a little organized.
8. Spend time with music... i haven't touched the guitar since christmas and the keyboards since november...
9. Get a henna tattoo this summer.
10. Scuba dive with Chess and company...or go to States...or Germany...but i like scuba diving thing :D I guess that's it...Happy 2004 and Goodbye 2003...boo hoo...I'm getting older everyday! :D

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Tuesday, December 23, 2003 :::

Song...Christmastime - BSB

Hi! Guess who's back from the dead...kidding! :D I know I really suck for not updating for a long time but I have my priorities...and one of them is senior year. I have no intention of flunking it...I think I've spent more than enough time.
A lot has been happening, good and bad. My 'kinakapatid' or a guy who has my dad as a godfather...got into a car accident last Saturday. He died one day before his birthday and 5 days before Christmas. My heart goes out to the family. He's the only kid and the parents are trying to take it...but hello, their college senior son's gone and he never even got to be 20. I really hate looking at the casket...it freaks me out to see someone I knew but now's dead...scares the living lights out of me...i mean, they look...well, dead and you just can't ignore the fact that they left people who love them.
On the brighter side, it's vacation time and I've been having road trips. So, I don't get to access the internet that much, let alone the computer. so now, I'm typing 'Life's like this' and a holiday story I've been working on. I get to write a lot but I still have to type them right...so that takes time...and I have to study calculus...grrr.
So, Merry Christmas y'all...Happy Holidays...Santa's on the sleigh...lalala..whatever...runs away laughing because KRACI throws tomatoes at her... PEACE out!

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Tuesday, December 9, 2003 :::

Song...Michelle Branch

My big are too feet...lol That's what I said...didn't i tell you i say stupid things... :D
I just came from the mall and I'm done buying gifts for now :D
WE've posted chapter 3 and 4 of LLT but we're probably gonna revise chapter 4 :D

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Sunday, November 30, 2003 :::

Song...innocent eyes...delta goodrem album

I'm doing my final thesis...wish me luck...haven't started pinoy........ *censored!!!!* haha :D
We're presenting "on my own" from Les Miserables tomorrow...wish us luck there too.

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Thursday, November 20, 2003 :::

Song...

What's ur fashion personality? @bolt.com turns out i'm flexible Your fashion personality is Sporty Glam! You're versatile, and so are your clothes. Whether you're hanging at home or having a night out, your sporty look takes you there. This season you are likely to be seen in one of the latest athleisure suits, or sporting a hot new hoodie, sweater, or pair of jeans. The tough choice will be deciding which stylish kicks to pair your look with.

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Thursday, November 20, 2003 :::

Song...Ur the Reason - Krystal Harris

What's your fashion personality? @ bolt.com Your fashion personality is Retro Chic! You've made your mark by constantly reinventing today's styles with the hottest vintage looks. Whether it's jeans with detailed stitching, distressed cords or one of your rockin' screened tees with flared cuffs, you always know just how to work it, right down to the belt, hat and shoes.

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Sunday, November 9, 2003 :::

Song...Tomorrow - Lillix

I look back and I try to recall when my last entry was. I think right after our retreat? so anyway...I'm writing for two days...call it a major bout of writer's block. Deadlines scream at me from a distance and the pressure builds up. Math Calculus with Economics applications paper, English paper, El Filibusterismo paper and Science Investigatory Project. Heck, I just think of what I'm supposed to do and I'm pooped. I don't even have time to type the stories I wrote between my boredom and insomnia attacks. but I'm not complaining.
Okay...so what's been up? Let's see... A lot of people. A get together and kids. Forgive me...I'm normally a patient person...I think the people I know can vouch for that but the timing ain't right... It' the day...mother nature decided to visit. well technically, the third day. so between making sure i don't get stained and embarass myself, I was being extra cautious. hmm...sweet kid...hugs you, even knows my name but I don't remember him having that much energy. Kid does everything for squeezing the air outta me. touching my boobs, existent or otherwise. and bugging me about everything. The typical Krista way of handling things like that. Stay quiet. Grin and bear it. Well, up to a certain limit. I am human after all.
Today, we checked out the mall, and I have to watch out for a child. Not hard except that a LOT of people are in the mall. Basically, It's hard...even the thought of being a mother someday scares me a lot. I don't want my kid to be like that. I mean, yeah, I could do that. It's my kid...I think I can scold her/him when he/she does something wrong...but this kid is not mine and technically, I don't know how to scold.
So, the 'kids' thing is still in question. Besides imagine giving birth to something as big as a volleyball. Shudders at the thought. I'll think about it...but I still gotta lot to do.
Again, check "life's like this" written by me and chill. It has adult themes so just practice critical thinking, okay? Just milk out the good lessons we insert there. It'll be updated soon. Chapter 3 is being written by chill and chapter 4 is being written by me. T.N.T

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Sunday, October 26, 2003 :::

Song...Swing swing - AAR

Okay...I just came from a one week retreat and my whole weekend was spent lying in bed...I have fever and I've been vomiting...shit! I feel so bad.
Anyway, I can't say anything about the retreat...yet. except that it was fun.

Sta entered her insane world on
::: Monday, October 6, 2003 :::

Song...All I have to give - BSB

Before everything, I would like to thank chill for this nice layout. I, however, suck at doin this so I'm trying my best. maybe later.
I'm baaack after so long. Let's do a quick recap. I've been hospitalized...got blood tests and all those because i had fever. I am very inspired by Les Miserables. My last movie was Pirates...damn. I've been studying, yes. i do that a lot. I've been reading more references in physics because i really suck there.
Links will come up soon and my archive is temporarily gone...i'll put it up too. My tagboard is invinsible at the moment so bear with me. chill and I have been working on an original story--Life's like this. It's set in Manhattan and it's about high school life. Make us happy and read and review. WE'd love to know what you guys think :D If anyone knows how to speak Spanish, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, German, French, we will need your help :D
Till next entry -- STa